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~Ayako-Hayashi:iconAyako-Hayashi:

Ayako  

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  • Deviant since Jan 25, 2007, 7:04 PM
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thinking..thinking~~

Journal Entry: Wed Jul 2, 2008, 1:54 AM
  • Mood: Confused
  • Listening to: shit
  • Watching: Nothing
  • Playing: Nothing
  • Eating: Nothing
  • Drinking: Nothing
Iam thinking of something

leave me alone and give me a little of darkness

Iam thinking of mylife..

take my childhood back to let me know how was i born?

Iam thinking of my life

let me feel all of the pains i felt and passed on...

Iam thinking of mylife..

let me know what is the meaning of happiness and sadness in this tainted world?

Iam thinking of my friends...

I had much

I lost much

I understood how to be loved

I understood how to be betrayal

Let me forget all of betrayers

Let me find out my old friends who disappeared with no reason

Let me love my friends now....

Iam thinking of my dream

who can tell me what's waiting for me in my future?

Iam thinking of my dreams..

They're big and they are small...

they are difficult and they are easy....

they make me hopelessly and they make me stronger

They lead my way

they are the reasons of my life...

they talk in a whisper with me that "don't live without the dreams"

Yes i would....

Iam thinking of something...

Iam thinking of what i see

Iam thinking of someone

Cuz iam a person who can't live without thinking of everything...

Iam overloaded of thinking sometimes but i stilll keep thinking

Cuz iam the girl of thinking....

What are you now thinking of?...

Let's think together..

you have your problems to think of...

I have mine...

Let's think together....

Devious Information

  • Current Age: ~~29~~
  • Current Residence: http://myspace.com/rikasama1965
  • Favourite movie: much!
  • Favourite band or musician: Yoshiki Hayashi,X-Japan,VioletUK,D'espairs Ray &Jrock
  • Favourite genre of music: Rock / Gothic / Classical
  • Favourite artist: Yoshiki Hayashi,Mana,Watanabe Kazuki,Zero
  • Favourite poet or writer: Stefan Wolf
  • Favourite photographer: -_-
  • Favourite style of art: Frida Kahlo
  • MP3 player of choice: Coll:set & Mirror
  • Favourite game: Fucking Games
  • Favourite cartoon character: Yasu - Jack
  • Personal Quote: just becos we aren't Saints...

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Devious Comments

~Viper-Hibernate:iconViper-Hibernate: Jun 11, 2008, 12:40:35 AM
how do you know my nick in DA ^^
~MyDyingDoom:iconMyDyingDoom: May 31, 2008, 9:34:33 AM
How are you these days, Ayako-san? :)

I love Yoshiki's recent songs, like Without you and I.V. So cool!!

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Hana wa Sakura-gi
Hito wa Bushi
~ginty212:iconginty212: May 29, 2008, 7:11:41 AM
thanks so much :D

I is very glad when you remember me and visits my home :love:

big hugs and kisses for U ^^~ :heart::hug::heart:

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wellcome to my gallery ^^~
~mono113:iconmono113: May 8, 2008, 1:42:48 PM Mood: Love
ah...how can post pictures to deviant...I can't see that area...* shit *...

now is 3.28 AM....can't sleep and I want to find some thing that I dun't know but it's so difficult...at last, I have to depend u one more time...* ha ha *....

please tell me...hurry up...

yay...I hate my ENGRISH,,,,many mistakes ...

I'll try to learn it better...
When U come HN, please teach me all thing u know...

miss and luv u so much, senpai...

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Today is so 8ot
~mono113:iconmono113: May 8, 2008, 1:15:54 PM
helu...I 've lost my pass in here for a long time ...^"^~...

love your galery...many pics I've never seen in your house...so great...>"<`...

oh....D'espairs Ray's fanarts....o_0....my god...

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Today is so 8ot
~Ayako-Hayashi:iconAyako-Hayashi: Jan 26, 2008, 1:35:05 AM
bored

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Why don't you break the MIRROR?Just what you need now..
~ginty212:iconginty212: Jan 5, 2008, 10:30:16 PM
……. /////………
……. (^_^)……..
…o—-( . )—-o…
……… /..\……..
…………………

Pass this hug to all of
your friends and back
to me, see how many
you get back!

1-5 HUGS….Your on
someones mind!

5-10 HUGS…Someone
likes you!

10-15 HUGS..Someone
wants to be with you!

15-20 HUGS..WOW! you
are really loved by alot

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wellcome to my gallery
~ginty212:iconginty212: Jan 1, 2008, 7:38:09 AM
HAPPY NEW YEAR~

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wellcome to my gallery
~ginty212:iconginty212: Dec 18, 2007, 5:56:54 AM
f A Fat Guy Grabs U and puts u in a bag, don't worry I told Santa I wanted u 4 Christmas!
Send this to 10 people u care about including me!
SEND THIS TO ALL THE PPL YOU LOVE.
1-3= Not So Loving..
3-5= Uhh...
5-6= People like you
6-7= People luv you
8-9= Damn People ADORE you
9-10=YOU'RE THE BEST! EVERYONE LOVES YOU

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wellcome to my gallery
~Alzheimer13:iconAlzheimer13: Nov 21, 2007, 11:57:55 AM Mood: Joy
Ma' oi ... do'am mo` sao ma` trung' pho'c vay troi o"O ... Thay avar Yoyo ... ai de` ...

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Vietnamese Jrock-Forum is now available : [link]
~ginty212:iconginty212: Oct 12, 2007, 9:50:01 AM
great gallery :D
i love your style :love:

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wellcome to my gallery
~demonkhaine:icondemonkhaine: Oct 8, 2007, 4:02:29 AM
hey there. great gallery.

i love the "haunting" series.

great work, you are now faved.
~MAi-J:iconMAi-J: Sep 14, 2007, 9:29:14 AM Mood: Compassion
Hey Ren-Chan!!
This is MAi-J. from MySpace!! -^.^-
You're such a great artist, don't be so hard with yourself!! *LOVE*
Yours MAi-J.

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I am, what yo call, stupid human being just exists, nothing more..
~DianneDejarjayes:iconDianneDejarjayes: Aug 15, 2007, 10:21:54 PM
Aya chan its me Dianne :hug:

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:rose: :blackrose: Dry your tears with LOVE :blackrose: :rose:
:headbang: :headbang:
Yoshiki and Toshi ;p -------> :glomp:
come and see our Indonesia
~Chibi-Soujiro:iconChibi-Soujiro: Aug 4, 2007, 11:30:07 PM
What happened to your myspace!!! T__T
~MeiDariyu:iconMeiDariyu: Jul 19, 2007, 11:19:47 AM
Hey! They are very good pictures.. I think you have a special talent!
They express sadness inside and that's reflects in very.. how can I say.. reflects in careleness... Reflects on need of been cared by someone else. I don't know if you can understand my horrible English, but.. I try.
So I am expecting to see more pictures of you...!

And maybe.. see a litle bit of hapiness inside one of them. ^^


Kisses

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Well... I have no way to put my own draws on computer...
So I am only here to see all the pictures from the other members and maybe, who knows, make a friendship aroud here.

Kisses =X
~top-knotch:icontop-knotch: May 11, 2007, 10:01:18 PM
Thanks for the watch!

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the only thing worse than an idiot is a dedicated one
~yuzukko:iconyuzukko: May 3, 2007, 4:44:53 AM
thank you kindly for watchin me!! :D

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:shamrock: i love STUDIO GHIBLI too :shamrock:
Be a :flame:CERTIFIED AZUMA NINJA:flame: today! Join ~tenchu-clan!!
~infamousluvluv:iconinfamousluvluv: May 1, 2007, 3:02:06 AM
Assai!! ^ ^
Thanks for the favs ne~

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♥~ZeroDivine's gallery is love!♥
Dr BlackJack fanart by ~ludeshka
~infamousluvluv:iconinfamousluvluv: Apr 28, 2007, 9:55:33 PM
tee hee~ Guess who this is ^ ^

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♥~ZeroDivine's gallery is love!♥
Dr BlackJack fanart by ~ludeshka
~MeinHerzeleid:iconMeinHerzeleid: Apr 20, 2007, 3:25:17 AM Mood: Love
Thank you soo much ^^
I love your drawings. They're so beautiful! <3

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Kein Mitleid Fur Die Mehrheit
~MyDyingDoom:iconMyDyingDoom: Mar 30, 2007, 9:19:03 AM
Nice weekend, Ayako-san. :) Keep up your works! Long time no update, ne.

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Hana wa Sakura-gi
Hito wa Bushi
~ItachiSaru:iconItachiSaru: Mar 23, 2007, 7:35:29 PM
Oh, I'm great in general, how about you?
Have you thought about my request? (request? I don't know if it is the right word ._.)
Kisses and hugs from my heart, darling =*

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Oh you've got to let me know, should I stay or should I go?
~Sushizinha:iconSushizinha: Mar 15, 2007, 6:59:52 AM
Girl you are amazing!
And... I know Pipe! Yeahhh! Because I know in the forum!
And girl... You are famous in her ;D
And, Ayako... Don't hate your parents... The family is one, and we don't touch her.
Be strong!
You have a beautefull future!!

Kissus sushinianos ;***

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.::. Kissus sushinianos .::.
Go baby go GO! ;D
~MyDyingDoom:iconMyDyingDoom: Mar 8, 2007, 6:09:26 AM
Thanks for the :+devwatch:, Hayashi-san. :D Waiting for VioletUK...

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Hana wa Sakura-gi
Hito wa Bushi